lose, lost

Date ; Sunday, January 3, 2010
Time ; Sunday, January 03, 2010
Title ;

What The Hell , Really ?
What am I thinking nowadays ?
Fuckin' emo at home , okkays .
I don't wanna be the way I am now !
Really , somedays like these ...
I really rather be dying off .
I'm not weak yet I'm not strong either .
I can stand it no longer .
Hiding in the blanket , with pillow on top of me ,
Crying my eyes out .
I might as well be blind sometimes ,
How I wish .
I'm tired , really really tired .
Its not going all the way I wanted !
I knew where I stand really .
Someone be my escape please , I'm begging ..

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